Saturday, January 9, 2010

now deheartyIJENIE

olaaa... it has been a long long time didn't 'luahkn' what's wrong n what's gud bout me... this 2,3 months i had a complicated prob... it's bout my deepest feeling... i need someone to talk to... but there is nobody here... i don't want to be pressured wit those feeling... almost every nite i kept on dreaming such a 'mengarut' things... YA ALLAH, do giv me the strengths... so that i won't be down jz simply like that... there are a lot of things waiting for me to settle down...

bout the feeling, i don't know whether i can stand it or not... i've been caught into _ _ _ _... but i am sure 'the one' didn't know my feeling and i'm also don't want 'the one' to know bout it... i don't want to lose 'the one'... i was very hepi when i was wit 'the one'... laugh, laugh n laugh... i think it's not gud for me to keep on thinking bout that... "ijenie, plz do not sooo hopeful... if so, it's going to 'kill' u... understand???"...

someone plz advising me what am i suppose to do... plz, plz n plz... every time after pray, i am asking GOD to giv 'us' the 'way', 'pjgkn' our relationship n make 'our' deals become easier...

"YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU, SEKIRANYA DIA ADALAH JODOHKU DEKATKANLAH HATIKU DENGAN HATINYA, PERMUDAHKANLAH URUSANKU DENGAN URUSANNYA"... Ammiiinnnn...

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