Wednesday, October 28, 2009

i am looking for.......

olaaaa. lately i was so bz with assignments n studying for the final jz around the corner. this sem i think i am too lazy compared to last sem. 'main2' all the time. haizzzzz.

this 2,3 days i felt so down. i dunno y. i need to find the 'brightness', 'strenght', 'confidence, n etc. i couldn't concentrate without all those things. help meeeeeeeeee. wake up!!!

there is 1 more thing in my head. y hv u running away from me? ans me. i hv been telling so much reasons but i want the real truth. this q affected half of my brain. headache2. @#$%&. i can't stand this anymore. finally, my tears came down last nite. damn it!!! ijenie, don't be such a loser!!! come on!!! a lot of things are waiting for u in the future. think bout mamita, wan, abe, k'su n little aimy of course.

may GOD bless me n all of u. do pray for my happiness. choww!! :-)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

nite dreaming :-)

last nite i was dreaming such a cool, sweet, n nice story. it was all bout my feeling n my future. hope it will be come true 1 day. i will pray for the GOD to make my daily life easier day to day. amin. amin. amin. ^_^